H-H-H-Hi I'm J-J-Jesse
or b-bb-ben..... !!!
It's all a joke, man. Lighten up, jerk. Dude it's 2015! In REAL life.
Whoa, who knew? No one except Jesse!!!!!!!!!@!@!@!@!@!!@@@@@@@@@@@@@@2/22/82 !!!!!!!!!9/8/79
omg omg omg im a fairy oneoneoneoneo0ne (danielle clark)
Jake the pikachu
his pet piranah reptar
It's OVERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR i dont roll my r's though :(
#4 = blame rich "fusinski" fusinski
12/27/82 - some depressed rock star
12/27/83 - a gay professor
12/27/88 - a comet?!!!
9/28/79 - sarcastic math man
12/13/89 - "the more you know"
WHAT DO YOU WANT FROM ME? GO TROLL 4CHAN OR REDDIT AND STOP BEING RETARDS OR ELSE ILL KILL U
On YT, I (Electric), have always been seen as a child. And at some level, I will admit that I am a bit too youthful. What has always bothered me is how any time I call someone out on their bullshit, I am told I am being "crazy" and that I "need help". I am comfortable with who I am and the choices I have made in life.
Yes, there have been consequences. I have lost friends through my internet behavior, some of whom I wish I could speak with again. But I am through with people worrying about me. There's nothing wrong with me. I've just had to hold back too much,and it comes out in spurts of going off on others rather than the occasional quip here and there. People seem to take every word I say at face value, being unable or unwilling to accept that I could possibly be sarcastic.
I still feel YT has a lot of potential as a website. For me, I enjoyed debating with others and being forced to look at myself and discover my weak points. I have always striven for self-improvement, never being satisfied. If I look back at myself a year from now, I want to say that I've learned something and am better for it.
The most frustrating thing about my "Electric" identity online is people who make comments about how I'm dangerous or crazy, just because I choose to step out of my typical role on the site. I have never been violent in my life, nor will I be showing up at anyone's doorstep. The fact that people beleive otherwise is their problem and if they want to write me off as some warped creature, they are free to do so.
I am healthy and happy. My life is not where I want it to be yet, but I know that my journey through life is nearing completion. I am learning not to rely on others for validation as I am prone to do during times of weakness, and I am in the process of turning my self-depreciatiing humor in the direction of others instead.
Many of you may dislike me for my behavior since this April. And that is no problem for me. I am done being a sweet little boy who is there to cheer everyone up. I can be an asshole like any other. It does not mean I need to be medicated or restrained. It simply means I have an opinion that may offend or upset others. If you seriously believe I need "help" just because I insulted you, then you are the problem.
I'm aware I still have growing up to do. I've been sort of stuck in this alternate world on YT, as a teenager with his mom. But we are both past that, and having people report me to my mom just because I get a little testy is disgusting. I'm 29, and she knows that. I've been living on my own for four years now. And I'm ready for the next step in life. I don't know what exactly it will bring, but I'd like to believe that it is coming sooner rather than later.
Hopefully, I'll meet more YouThinkers again. I know I'm a bit of a social pariah because I've never been one to fit in. In any world, online or off, I stand out a little bit, with my interests and desires never quite connecting me to one core group. I guess a more positive term would be a "social butterfly". I've been able to hang out with all sorts of people and get along with them, but I'm usually not one to make new close friends.
I believe I have your respect (most of you) and that means a lot to me. It was a long run on YouThink, and by the time I return next year, I hope that I have a lot of interesting and exciting stories to share. And I hope the site can adopt some changes as well. Moderators should be encouraging creative thinking and debates, rather than just keeping things in line.
Of course, my curse is remembering too much. I don't know why it is, but I can recall so many past events and conversations I've had that others may have long since forgotten, or never considered significant in the first place. To deal with all the bullshit and drama, I often imagine my life as a video game, messing with my own mind to regather my thoughts and grow as a person.
And there are some of you that I've known online for a long time. I hope events occur between us, because we're all awesome and we know it. Keep thinking. Always strive to improve yourself, but at the same time, it's okay to be satisfied with where you are. There's nothing wrong with thinking that you know best.
A final note... Addie [NinjaKitten] was the most amazing person I've ever known in my entire life. I could always come to her for advice and sound judgment. Thank you so much for everything you did for me.
and the old stuff, which is the 90s design. thanks gayroge.
I have made the decision recently to be open about my issues. For far too long, there has been a stigma on those who have mental health issues, and that is something that needs to be changed.
Rock vs. Metal - My opinion on defining "rock" and "metal" in music. - 8/14/14
Done being "Electric" - A goodbye letter to people who see me only as "Electric" on YouThink.com. - 8/4/2014
Aspie Culture is Bullshit - My rather biased opinion on Asperger's Syndrome. - 6/12/2014
Trolling - 5/16/2014
5 Bike Safety Tips - From ME, an experienced bicyclist of years. - 5/4/2014
SOCIAL MEDIA ROCKSTAR NEEDED - Satire of terrible and dumb job postings that you'll find on Craigslist. - 5/4/2014
Medium or Large - My frustration with certain fast food chains that use misleading questions to upsell their products. - 3/14/2014
MisterBurgers Analysis - My analysis of my hamburger reviews I have done on YouTube... full of SPSS output and nerdulence. - 10/30/2013
Intelligent Environmentalism - Instead of banning plastic bags, we should do things that will actually help the environment rather than annoy people under the age of 40. - 4/20/2013
Five Big Politician Lies - Five lies politicans love to use. - 9/11/2012
Time Bank Breaks - An idea on how to do breaks for companies... time banks instead of uniform break time amounts for all. - 8/22/2012 (started earlier)
My Ideal MMO - Piece about what I feel an MMORPG could be, someday. - 8/22/2012
A New Third Party - Thoughts on Libertarians and Greens working together and taking the best of both platforms. - 6/26/2012
Craigslist Band Searching - My frustrataion with trying to start or join a band through Craigslist. - 4/4/2012
The Problem with DST - My thoughts on some things that make Daylight Savings Time problematic. - 3/21/2012
How to Fix the Libertarian Party - My suggestions on how to make the Libertarian Party more electable and regarded as a potential threat to the two-party system. - 3/7/2012
"Nice Guys" - A longer piece on what "nice" actually means, and why a lot of "nice guys" aren't what they claim to be. - 3/3/2012
Anonymous are Idiots - My not-exactly-unbiased take on Anonymous, the plague of the Internets and the eaters of many cheetos. - 2/28/2012
Coin Operated Laundry - Why must apartments force us to pay with quarters for our laundry? - 2/26/2012
You Don't like Everything - My frustrations with people who insist they like "everything" in terms of music - 2/23/2012
McDonald's Health - McDonald's is healthier than most other burger chains, probably because they get so much more attention from the media. - 2/20/2012
3D Movies - My thoughts on the "3D Movie" and "3D TV" gimmicks that just aren't going away... yet. - 2/18/2012
Job Rejection Notices - My frustration with various robotc job rejection letters and some job boards that are less than helpful. - 2/2012
Overrated Technology - I call out a few modern technologies worshiped by some that are not as great as they seem. - 6/2010
Cheese - Something about how I don't like cheese. And random mentioning of towns you've never been to, probably. - 6/2010
Living at Home - My original rant I just made, about living at home. It's what a lot of us know, but none of us are really going to say to our parents or friends. - 6/2010
Lifehouse - My rambling essay explaining my love for an alternative rock band that no one else will understand like I do, or so I think. - 6/2010
Manic Baseball - ManicBaseball.com, my young project with a lot of potential and a very small fanbase. If you're into baseball or SPSS, you'll enjoy this. - 2010-12
My Writing - All of my writings that used to be on my website as a teenager are online once again. I'm looking for critique and potential publishers with some of them! - 2001-12